| Wednesday, January 2nd, 2008 |
| 1:19 am |
past to preasent
Oh my what do i say. approaching the new year 2008 im going to take a page out my lovely and say this is not to be a new years revolution but rather a statement (because those are bs to make them only once a year) and just say what i feal. Approaching 2007 i knew it would be one of the best years of my life, and I hope to be corrected on this fealing for 2008. I just get this fealing for 2008 that something big is going to happen and i cant put my finger on it. Realizing my love for christina never faded even once this whole year but multiplied greatelly made my 2007 unbelivelly fantastic. In other aspects realizing that some things that will never grow are not worth attending to is harder then it seems sever. In other aspects graduation is right around the corner and redally approaching, the stress of trying to achieve higher expectations then i have ever aspired to is harder then ever, BUT ATTAINIABLE.. All i have to say is that i feal that i can atain anything because of the love and the trust from christina, famially and friends. |
| Wednesday, August 15th, 2007 |
| 10:56 pm |
san diego!!
just wanted to type this out and say that we got back from san diego and shit was a blast!! fond memories of the time spent in the pool with one another, sky diving, restaurants, all i have to say is that this was by far one of my most favorite times. But then when i think about it my best times are with her. Somehow the times that i spend with her just makes it fantastic rather then great, food tastes scrumptious rather then just tasty, and life just feals phenomenal rather then just good. in all i have to say is that i love my baby, i love the trip we just went on and i cant imagine how i got around without her, because i dont think id be able to without. just thats whats going on in my life today. ill update some other time to update all the other stuff thats not as fun to speak of. |
| Tuesday, April 24th, 2007 |
| 11:39 pm |
all in
alright so im going all in. just signed the lease and im going all in lets hope she is going all in to. should be a fantastic year if all goes well, biking, kayaking, fantastic food, getting to spend the nights with her, sunsets on the lake and many many more things. |
| Friday, April 20th, 2007 |
| 11:03 pm |
ok its been a while so this might be a long update
alright where do i start, just posted a bunch of stuff and realized that i was making my life sound like a confused tangled web. but its not!!!!! and im excited about it, i just felt like i needed to because thats how my past updates have always been the my life is going sooooo bad i only have a great family and great friends but blah blah blah my life is not going good. well the realization im having is you know what im FUCKING LOVEING MY LIFE RIGHT NOW!!!, i got a fantastic girlfriend, who is literally everything that i love and want including those things that you know that you want, and you always have wanted them but there outside your comfort zone and when you get them your like WTF is this and freak out over it because your way outside your comfort level but then once you come to grips with it you really realize how perfect that person is for you and you had no idea. (and no im not going to tell you baby cause i know that your going to read this). best way to explain it is its like swimming got to let go of the wall or get thrown in so you understand you can, or like riding a bike the person who guides you has to let go of the bike. but ok done with that rant but the girlfriend is fucking FANTASTIC!!!! i love her more and more every day and i try to tell her that. so yeah things with her are good, in terms of school its to be expected not fantastic not shitty this semester of school has been the easiest semester i think i have ever had in my entire life.....and i might actually get close to a 3.5. the family is okish more on the positive side rather then negative but theres so much stuff going on with that, that this post would be Absolutely ridiculous and i don't really feal like talking about all that, but on the positive note ben is going to go back to school for listened optition and i have a Strong feeling were going to be going into business with one another some time in the late future. which brings me to work this is by far the hardest quandary of my life atm. I know i talk a big game to everyone and blah blah blah work for vin and what not but is that what i really want to do, IS it? i mean i got to say that if things keep going the way there going with xtina working for vin will give me the most amount of happiness because i would love to travel and she loves it aswell and her career would be unaffected (freelancing) and we would at least be able to see the U.S. allong with many allowances for the amany trips round the globe so we can see it all before were 6feet under. but i feal like if i do the vin thing then it could be one of the many situations that i hear about all the time where the person feals like not developing anymore and gets tired of it and slows down his career also slowing down my career and then wtf am i gana do ill be like 30ish. but what am i doing bitching about it i got a 4 year degree ill find something. so hells yeah work thing will be fanfucking tastic. so thats all im gana write for tonight now that i wrote a book and all sry to all those who actually read it prolly not anyone but myself for benchmarking purposes and mabie xtina, |
| Wednesday, January 18th, 2006 |
| 2:20 pm |
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| Monday, April 18th, 2005 |
| 12:38 am |
SKY DIVING
OK WELL IM JUST CHILLIN HERE WITH SOME BUDDIES AND I JUST WANT TO SAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I WENT SKY DIVING AND IT WAS THE COOLEST SHIT EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !! well thats something bumped off my list now the next thing is bungi jumping so thats whats up |
| Sunday, March 13th, 2005 |
| 8:49 pm |
about
JUST HAD AN EPIPHINY I got a famially and i but load of freinds that would drop anything to be there for me so what do i have to biatch about?? everything else i have to biatch about is simple little shit that i should not even bother with cause over time life will weed out all those stupid little things and leave me with more bigger things to worrie about lol so who cares about the little things pluss there going to happen if i worie about them or not shit happens in life as for me now im a be chillin and i will inform you of all upcomming events ie sky diving TATOO trip to florida (for much a needed sun) and a trip to canada for some ummm more that just sun lol aight though ill catch you guyes on the flip later |
| Sunday, March 6th, 2005 |
| 8:57 pm |
.........updating my journal.......... |
| Tuesday, December 14th, 2004 |
| 11:38 am |
Stuff
!!!!!!!!!!Thank GOD FOR GUARD RAILES!!!!!!!!!!!! you know what i wish with everything inside of me that i dident care but I cant help the fact that i do....... |
| Sunday, October 31st, 2004 |
| 9:12 pm |
ok
............My foundation is shaking........... ............And im Tired of watching it shake.............. |
| Tuesday, October 19th, 2004 |
| 4:46 pm |
SWEET
all i have to say is I GOT A GMAIL ACCOUNT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MMMmmmmmmmm.........ONE GIG OF STORAGE SPACE Oh wait i have something else to say I GOT 5 GMAIL ACCOUNTS!!!!!!!!!! |
| Friday, October 8th, 2004 |
| 7:51 am |
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| Friday, October 1st, 2004 |
| 11:00 am |
COMENT ON ME
SINCE WW3 EXISTED ON the livejournal and everyone always left crazy ass comment heres one that i got to tell all my homies about becuse this shits funny..... yesterday was parked fucking funny (if you know me well you know my parking jobs suck ass) and guess who gets a wonderfull wakeup call "joel theres a toe truck about to toe your car and a cop outside!!!!!!" so my ass runs outside withouh shoes and looking like im crazy hung over......argued with the cop and the toe guy for a while when they informed me that i would have to pay them 53.16 for nothing......me being the person i am in situations that people like ot fuck me over decide to give into the situaton and love to make there life a living hell while they try to fuck me over. so i decided to pay the guy in change. by the way thanks L for your dollar coins from canada lol i gave him even canadian. i made the cop and the toe guy stand there for about 20 min. while i paid 14.16 in dimes and nickles of coarse after i separated the quarters from the pile. (could have been nice and paid with courters but dident want to be so nice) lol then once i gave it to the big ass toe guy he droped it so theres a cop me and a huge toe guy and holly bent over picking up 14.16 in change. all in all was kinda funny but ended up being pissed over the fact he put a boot on my car and charged me 50 fucking dollars.....thats some job security as i have ever seen it everyone is puting shit in there live journal about shit that there thankfull for so ill follow suit. Im thankfull for lots of stuff.......The end..... na i love you you know who you are and i dont need to express how i feal in a live journal. If i do aprreciate you i try to let you know every day im with you.........You know who you are cause you probibally are ready this lj right now. Got mad love for you!!!!!!!!! In my normal life kinda fealin like im a spendin a shit load of time with school going for the 4.0 hopefully i will get it but its going to be my hardest and best semester yet. Other news my birthday is on sunday and looking forward to that wouldent doupt if my next entry is a drunkin one. Looking forward to a drink with the 3 most important people in my life right now My Bro(s.james) My Brother(Ben), and my girlfriend(Holly)......So since this is mad long im a get going cause i got a shit load of studying to do so peace guyes............ |
| Wednesday, September 29th, 2004 |
| 1:01 pm |
PEACE
CANT WE ALL JUST GET ALONG???????? |
| Sunday, September 26th, 2004 |
| 12:46 am |
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| Saturday, September 18th, 2004 |
| 12:49 am |
lost
fealing like i have left and have neglected the things that are most important to me........ just praying i can get them back |
| Wednesday, September 8th, 2004 |
| 1:00 pm |
Fealing betrayed and broken |
| Friday, August 27th, 2004 |
| 3:17 pm |
Ramblings
so much for you............you might have broken all your fears before in the begining of the relationships but once i break my bariors down its hard for me to put them back up and when i hear you tell others what we have i think and feal more vonerable then ever before.....like i cant do nothing about it and you are just there I dont even know |
| Wednesday, July 21st, 2004 |
| 11:38 pm |
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| 11:28 pm |
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